Another sleepless night . .
Worries . .
Gotta go to work in the morining . .
Hope I'll still hear the final stand today ( the last work day of the week . .) . .
Otherwise my weekend is finished . .
My boss said he would make some telephone calls and try to give us the last decision on Friday . .
Hope my time ain't ticking away . .
Having a good breakfast in a few hours , otherwise I could not stomach
it . .
You have to be ready for everything in life at all times . . .
Sad as that may sound . .
Especially today . .
As we in Germany say . . "Sitting on glowing coals here . ." . .
Not in a way the Hindus do ( hey , don't they like it ? ) . .
. . but in a way of torment . .
The break of day shall bring certainty . .
Sometimes I truly wish I had one of those . .
. . to behold the future . .
Otherwise , sit here and mope . .
. . even though my wife is with me . .
Let me say in closing that , should the break of day bring certainty about losing my job the NWO shall have earned my eternal vengeance . .
I wish I had high-tech weapons to fight them . .